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Dream

I have not dreamed about having sex for a very long time now until last night. Must be one of the effects when I started the “No Fap” campaign. In the dream, I was having sex with one hot veteran celebrity, the details of how her body looked naked while on top of me was so vivid.


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One Percent Better

If I try to be one percent better every day, I’d be great by the end of the year. So I have.


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Schedule

Efficiency can only be attained with a system. My daily routine isn’t really efficient so I set up a daily schedule which is broad and simple.

6:00 P.M. to 4:30 A.M. – Dinner, Family Time, No internet, Work is off-limits, Usage of smartphone is not allowed. Only entertain emergency or very important calls and texts.

4:30 A.M. to 7:00 A.M. – Meditation, Exercise, Play Time (Recreation, Hobby, and the likes), Bath, Breakfast

7:00 A.M. to 12:00 P.M. – Strictly for work.

12:00 P.M. to 1:00 P.M. – Lunch break, rest, some leisure time.

1:00 P.M. to 6:00 P.M. – Goal Setting, Planning, Nap, Self – Development (includes socializing), Learning


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Masturbation

Masturbating daily can be detrimental to a person. There’s this “No Fap” campaign that’s going around the internet and for good reason – it has a lot of merit to it. Starting tomorrow, I’ll be joining that campaign. Not a good time to start because I’ll be a sperm donor soon, maybe in a week or two. But, whatever. The sooner I start, the better.


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Moving On

There comes a point in a relationship when you stop caring about what you feel because you know it’ll just make you feel bad, depressed. There’s always that choice of being happy instead.

The world isn’t perfect, some people cheat, some people have casual sex despite being on a serious monogamous relationship – it’s normal for them. Life goes too fast, too soon. It’s so wasteful spending it being sad, bitter. I just have to be thankful to feel. To know how it’s like to be alive. To live. And to always have a choice to be happy.


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Happiness in a Bottle

I had this epiphany that true happiness is innate. We do not acquire it from others, instead, it is a fundamental part of our “humanity.” Happiness dependent on other things expire when those things perish; it is then replaced by either anger, sadness, or numbness. We have been conditioned by our society to derive happiness from worldly things and relationships. But that idea of happiness if fleeting, as we’re only here for a moment. We do not really own anything, as anything we own, we let go when we die – whether we want to or not. True happiness is knowing that even if we do not know the truth, purpose, and meaning of our lives, we are here today, living, and we should make the best of it and enjoy it while we can. And we do not need to attach ourselves to anything in this world to enjoy it. Because it will not last. Neither do the things we believe, own, or love.


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Love

Love is an endless cycle of acts trying to explain what it really is.


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Crazy

In the town where I live, I often these see these homeless people on the streets that have “already lost their mind,” for reasons that I may never know. Yet I cannot help to think if these people really are crazy, as almost all people would put it. Maybe they just liberated themselves from society, where norms are encouraged and taboos are shunned. Maybe they just stopped talking because they found it useless and resorted to casting stones instead to express their thought on the society that surrounds them and the world that it created for them. Where most often, material things are more important than relationships, ego more important than principles, comfort, power, and fame more important than love.

Sometimes I wonder if we are really the sane ones.


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Dream

I have not dreamed about having sex for a very long time now until last night. Must be...
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One Percent Better

If I try to be one percent better every day, I’d be great by the end of the year....
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Schedule

Efficiency can only be attained with a system. My daily routine isn’t really...
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Masturbation

Masturbating daily can be detrimental to a person. There’s this “No...
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Moving On

There comes a point in a relationship when you stop caring about what you feel because...
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Happiness in a Bottle

I had this epiphany that true happiness is innate. We do not acquire it from others,...
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Love

Love is an endless cycle of acts trying to explain what it really is.
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Crazy

In the town where I live, I often these see these homeless people on the streets that...
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